Hmmm
I have a lot to say.
I have been through a lot. I don’t really know how to put in words but I have. I have kept to together long enough. I always thought I could trust someone but I can’t, they use, abuse and so selfish and greedy.
I know now on who to trust and who not to trust. I always wonder why I could know who to trust and who to not trust.
A big eye opener was how selfish and cruel someone is towards me. Why should I go through this? Why do I need to be the one to go through this? I always wondered. Was it ment to be…?
I hated to ask for help. I was too shy, too nervous. I thought someone was going to reject me. Churches help with certain things you need, like food and personal items.
Do you know how tough it is? Waiting on someone to do something and you depend on them so much? They turn your back on you and take your kindness for granted. It’s a bitch. I hated it and I resent that person for it. It gives me a headache everytime I think about it.
It still pisses me off. But you know what, I’m not going to worry. Reason being, Karma is a bitch and will always turn back around, one way or another.
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